Fluid

I am gender fluid
Some days are easy
I’m ok with my body, it fits who I am that day.

Other days it’s awkward
I don’t feel like a girl but I’m not a guy either
I can deal with those days
I dress neutral and ask my people to leave off the fem pronouns

Then there are the hard days
It feels like I am in the wrong body
I have urges that I can’t do anything about
I want to cover up
I hate it when anyone uses a fem pronoun
On days like this I consider hormones

I don’t feel like this all the time, most of the time I’m ok with my body
Right now, I hate that I even have breasts, I hate that I am so obviously female
Most of the time I wish I was less curvy
More androgynous

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